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Sunday, 11 January 2009

  • "live everyday as if it were your last"...

    is a really bad idea.

    seriously.


    i get the whole "don't waste your time" and "be thankful for what you've got" aspect of it.


    but honestly, if every day were my last
    i wouldn't live any where
    i wouldn't have a job
    i wouldn't go to school
    i'd probably rob a bank or something.

    not really, but i wouldn't get anywhere in life.


    so i'm gonna live everyday as if it was one of many.




    [:

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

  • What is love?

    The claim of love confuses me deeply. All these people claim to love their boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife/whatever so much, but they cheated on them. For some reason or another, they cheated. Now, it could be a kiss or full blown sex, the fact that they did that is horrible. How could you honestly cheat on someone you love? Isn't loving someone about doing anything for them, even if it means no benefit to yourself? A few too many people have been lying to themselves, justifying their wrongful actions.

    I can't imagine the feeling of being cheated on. The fact that so many people admit to cheating makes me kind of nervous and lose faith in the human race, among many other things. Now, I'm not saying you're a bad person if you cheat, just have the decency to call off the relationship. Putting someone through that would be hell. Ah, but you love them? Oh, if that's the story, I see. No, I fucking don't. Whatever that is, it isn't love. No matter how much you try to tell yourself that it is, it completely isn't.

    Now, I know I've never felt love the way I do currently. It scares the shit out of me, but I appreciate it anyway. Not saying that I cheated in a previous relationship, but I'm positive, now more so, that what I was in wasn't love. It was far from it, to say the least, not that I felt that way at the time.

    Love for me, is knowing that even if we never touched we'd still be best friends. I could never do anything to harm the one I'm currently with. He's far too close of a friend. I enjoy every aspect of our relationship. As far as I can tell, if it takes two to be in love, I'm pretty sure we've got it.

Saturday, 01 November 2008

  • thoughts.

    I find it very hard to believe that god exists, and Jesus is up there.

    I really can't settle for it until I see it with my own eyes.

    And according to them, by then it's too late, you have to be a believer from the start. That's a risky investment to make.

    Why doesn't Jesus just come down and prove it once and for all, instead of promise this Judgement Day that will possibly never come?

Thursday, 30 October 2008

  • hypothetically speaking, of course...

     

    Think of someone who is your friend.

    [don't select your best friend, but make sure the person is someone you would see as "considerably more than an acquaintance"]


     


     
     
     
     
     
     




    This friend is going to be attacked by a grizzly bear.

    This friend will survive this bear attack; that is guaranteed.

    There is a 100% chance that your friend will live. But the extent of his/her injuries are unknown; (s)he might recieve nothing but a few scratches, but (s)he also might lose a limb (or multiple limbs). (S)He might recover completely in 24 hours with nothing but a great story or spend the rest of his/her life in a wheelchair.

    Somehow you have the ability to stop the attack from happening. You can magically save your friend from the bear. But his/her salvation will come at a price.

    If you choose to stop the bear, it will always rain.
    For the rest of your life, wherever you go, it will always be raining.
    Sometimes it'll pour sometimes it'll drizzle- but it will never be not raining. But it won't rain over the totality of all the earth, nor will the hydrological cycle be disrupted; these storm clouds will be isolated, and they will focus entirely on your specific whereabouts. You will never see the sun again.

    Do you stop the bear and accept a lifetime of rain?

Monday, 27 October 2008

  • thoughts.

    The personal option of abortion is necessary in our society, I'm definitely not saying that it's a good thing, I think it's sad.

    Rape and incest victims, and children have no control over pregnancies and should not have to live with one option- birth. Plus, isn't it better for stupid people to not reproduce and have the option of not having a child? "They can just give them up for adoption" well, then let them live in group homes?? Not fair. Yeah, great, you have that kid, and it'll have a decent chance of growing up sad and lonely.

    "People who aren't responsible to have kids shouldn't have sex." I agree one hundred percent, but face it, irresponsible people fuck all the time.

    It's a great idea for a girl in a negative relationship to be forced to have a child and either a) leave the father, leaving the child fatherless, struggling to be a single parent or b) stay with the father, subject the child to negativity, and basically put herself through hell, regretting her actions? [sarcasm, and honestly, a negative relationship is not the place for a child, believe me.]


    Plus, people are going to perform them anyway even if it is illegal- and screw up their bodies and minds. Since when has anything being dubbed as "illegal" stopped everyone from doing it?

    But, above all in the support for pro-choice... the fact is, whether you think it is wrong or right, it isn't your body which means it isn't your decision.

    And if you are looking at this is a godly view, many religious people claim that god allows free-will... so, perhaps instead of seeing it as your decision... realize you have no choice in the matter and should do what is right for you instead of persecuting people who, I believe have the right to, have a difficult choice to make.